So, I’m 150 miles from home.

I’m driving by myself and I suddenly got very dizzy and had to pull over. I got sick and am still feeling very nauseous. I’m not even halfway to where I’m going and I’m supposed to turn right around when I get there and come home. Awesome.

I just left an interview for a job I really, really, really want.  I think it went pretty well.  
Also, I think this is my first real smile in about 3 weeks.  

I just left an interview for a job I really, really, really want.  I think it went pretty well.  

Also, I think this is my first real smile in about 3 weeks.  

In my bed, naked and alone, at 4:30am eating Reese’s Pieces.  Totally SST-worthy, right?

In my bed, naked and alone, at 4:30am eating Reese’s Pieces.  Totally SST-worthy, right?

And while I’m here, you know I couldn’t resist putting my face on your dash.  ;)

A few people have asked about me, if I’m okay or where I’ve been.  

I am, I guess.  Tumblr isn’t really somewhere I’ve wanted to be lately.  Tumblr has always made me feel better about myself and it’s, sadly, where I’ve gotten most of what very little self esteem I have.  It’s done pretty much the opposite for me lately.  It’s done nothing but make me feel bad about myself and question relationships I’ve formed here.  

I’ll be around some, but not nearly as much as I was before.  Not for some time anyway.  

GPOYW-This is from about a year ago, but it pretty accurately represents how I’m feeling right now.  
Believe me, you really don’t want to see how I look now.  It’s not cute.  

GPOYW-This is from about a year ago, but it pretty accurately represents how I’m feeling right now.  

Believe me, you really don’t want to see how I look now.  It’s not cute.  

I may have a problem. (Taken with picplz.)

I may have a problem. (Taken with picplz.)

I can’t sleep.
So, here’s my face.  

I can’t sleep.

So, here’s my face.  

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Amanda

I'm well on my way to becoming the crazy cat lady of which all the neighborhood kids are afraid.

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